I feel like I should write something. I feel like I should want to write something. I don’t.
My grandmother died on June 10th. It was and still is terrible. I lost what feels like the only person who truly knew me. To make matters worse, her friend Will that had a heart attack a week before she died is not doing so well. He went to have some procedure done and they started before they realized how much damage he actually had to his heart. They transfered him to a hospital in New York City. He needed a quadruple bypass! He made me his healthcare proxy. That’s terrifying! He had the surgery a few days ago and his recovery is going okay.
I haven’t recieved a letter from Glenn since she died and that makes me angry.
I guess that’s all I have to say at the moment.
Ugh is right! What a horrible, horrible time you are going through. Grieving your relationship with Glen and now going through the loss of your grandma and the struggles Will is going through. All without Glen to help you. And yet you are so strong. Each day you are choosing to get up and try to go on. I admire your tenacity. Your will to make a bright spot in this world. Keep going. And keep writing. It will help you through all of this and later it will be a place you can look and see just how far you have come.